这是我第一次感觉自己好。。
好。。
好。。
失败哦。。
这是我第一次对自己好失望
失败的我~永远都是失败的。。
对不起。。
我很想死。。
死了。。
这世界只是少了个人。。
死吧！！！
敬文！！！

haiz..
its over..
our realationship is over..
i noe u don love me long time d...
haiz..
i wanna cry..
(cry)
y..!!y..!!y..!!
i feel so useless..damn useless..
and im olso a loser..
im a useless loser in EVERTYHING...!!

ARGG>>!!
FAILURE..!!!FAILURE!!

FAILURE IN EVERTHING!!!!!

i juz lost a girl i love..
y i so FAIL.......

Y..!!Y..!!Y..!!

long time don write blog d..
today write..

haiz..
today..24/5 so malang..
today i go jj for see show..
den kena other ppl like gangster de..belasah..
haiz..T.T
juz sry lah..
thats all i wanna to say..

haiz..
two day lost two thing..
so malang lah..
haiz..
1st day lost key..now lost my wallet..
diaoz..
all thing muz register bac..so 'mafan'
all the $$ gone..
T.T
..

btw...
my class de ping pong team go to final d..
gratz them lah..
hm...
wish them win in the final..^^v

exam juz over...
like..
3 week oledi..^^
haha..
actually juz get to prepare for the nex exam..
but..
i don hav the...the..the.
haiz..
don noe how to say lah..
juz wish..wish..wish..and wish..
to hav a great..but..better result lah..
^^

love laopo..4ever..^^

my new email o..
risen_jazz@hotmail.com

not--
risen_blue@hotmail.com

thx for the add lah.^^

haiz..
i now found it..
training is important for me..T.T
i damn regret that i dint go trianing for so long time..
haiz..
i wanna to train hard and train reguraly..
i wanna be like that..
i will not let laziness let me down..
god..thank u..^^

yeah..
i finally found my aim for this year..
hmm..
my aim is..
-to make into MAlaysia Open competition
-to hav a great result in exam
-improve my personal best(swimming)
-number of blog post more than 50++
^^hope i can make these aim..
haha..

hmm..

exam over d..

teacher olso giv bac the paper..

damn sad lah..

i dint achieve my laopo giv the aim..

i think i make my laopo dissapointed..

T.T

hmm..

now i make my aim..

my aim is make better result in the next exam..

laopo..

happie b.day o..

hmm..

i noe your b.day not yet come..

but wish u 1st lah..

^^..

hmm..

wat is your wish for your b.day o..??

^^..

at last juz wish u happie b.day lah..

muakzZ..

^@^

haiz...
exam coming lol...
teacher still gt mani things not yet teach..
grr..
damn tiring..
all need ourselves to do..
wish teacher can don waste time juz teach us more before the exam..
hehe..^^
and..BTW
my bez bro birthday is coming..
happie birthday o..^^

this year MSSS don noe is a great of worst year for me..
this year MSSS..
i dint manage to help my skul to get any medal..
but..nvm lah..
the most important thing is ..
that i gt improve my P.B..
>.<

你知道吗？？
当我游泳比赛时。。
我最希望你能来。。
但。。你始终还是不肯来。。
就算你得空。。你也不要来。。
haiz..
我之前和你顶嘴是我的不对。。
但。。我要请你原谅我。。
没有了你的鼓励。。
我的斗志力像羽毛一样软。。一样弱。。
随时会掉落在地上。。
所以。。
我希望你能支持我。。
永远鼓励我。。！！