这是我第一次感觉自己好。。
好。。
好。。
失败哦。。
这是我第一次对自己好失望
失败的我~永远都是失败的。。
对不起。。
我很想死。。
死了。。
这世界只是少了个人。。
死吧！！！
敬文！！！

haiz..
its over..
our realationship is over..
i noe u don love me long time d...
haiz..
i wanna cry..
(cry)
y..!!y..!!y..!!
i feel so useless..damn useless..
and im olso a loser..
im a useless loser in EVERTYHING...!!

ARGG>>!!
FAILURE..!!!FAILURE!!

FAILURE IN EVERTHING!!!!!

i juz lost a girl i love..
y i so FAIL.......

Y..!!Y..!!Y..!!

long time don write blog d..
today write..

haiz..
today..24/5 so malang..
today i go jj for see show..
den kena other ppl like gangster de..belasah..
haiz..T.T
juz sry lah..
thats all i wanna to say..

haiz..
two day lost two thing..
so malang lah..
haiz..
1st day lost key..now lost my wallet..
diaoz..
all thing muz register bac..so 'mafan'
all the $$ gone..
T.T
..

btw...
my class de ping pong team go to final d..
gratz them lah..
hm...
wish them win in the final..^^v

exam juz over...
like..
3 week oledi..^^
haha..
actually juz get to prepare for the nex exam..
but..
i don hav the...the..the.
haiz..
don noe how to say lah..
juz wish..wish..wish..and wish..
to hav a great..but..better result lah..
^^

love laopo..4ever..^^

my new email o..
risen_jazz@hotmail.com

not--
risen_blue@hotmail.com

thx for the add lah.^^

haiz..
i now found it..
training is important for me..T.T
i damn regret that i dint go trianing for so long time..
haiz..
i wanna to train hard and train reguraly..
i wanna be like that..
i will not let laziness let me down..
god..thank u..^^